That moment when you scream

Have you ever tried to stand at isolated place and scream as much as you can? It used to be on my list “to try” things for really long time, until I told my friend in India and he made me to do it.

I haven´t done it again until yesterday.

It took 26 days of the trip for this to happen. We came to the coast with Ignác and I was like: “Wow, so this is THE Atlantic.”

Cliffs were huge and high, we had to go down, where rocks were being splashed by huge noisy waves.

I felt like it´s the place to scream like I did in Goa. Uf, it was harder than that time. Last time there was my friend pushing me to do it again and louder. This time I was still looking at Ignác if I am not scaring him and if no one is coming.

I am sure there was a space to be more intense but I did as much as I could at that moment. After I  thought it´s enough I sat down on the rock with Ignác beside me.

When I did this the first time in India I imagined what I am sending away by that screaming and after it made me really emotional that I just cried in happiness. I couldn´t explain it. I had to stay sitting down looking at the sea and waiting to calm down. It was really strong experience and became a motive of my first tattoo.

This time I didn´t expect the same thing to happen. Just few days ago I passed one hill by car, where I got this thought and need to do it again. I haven´t found a place till now.

So I was sitting watching the waves feeling calm and respectfull towards the nature. Then I looked at those cliffs at my right side and said loud:

“This is the perfect combination of the sea and mountains.”

And then out of nowhere I started crying absolutelly unconciously. I was crying and laughing at the same time. My body was absolutely on it´s own at that moment. I was just watching what is happening and couldn´t do anything about it.

Call it God, nature, soul, destiny, coincidence, stupidity, but it was like I got a message.

I looked at the tattoo on my my left hand representing the sea and then at the tattoo on my right hand representing the mountains and then I thought: “Maybe I need a combination of these two, maybe that´s the way to go.”

Only time will show what this really meant or if it meant anything. But one thing I can tell already – it was awesome! I can´t explain how this really works, but it really does something with your  mind and your body. Try.

I had to experience many different things, travel different places, so I could find myself. But then especially during my travels I met a lot of people, who used to tell me, that they admire my courage to go towards my dreams. And so I decided to stop keeping my story in a drawer and use it to inspire all these people to show them that they can do anything they want.

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